I would give anything to go back to these days, instead of being this fat cow that I turned into. I miss my hip bones, my ribs, my flat stomach.
I can’t believe I let myself becoming this disgusting, obese monster.
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I’ve been setting crazy goals for myself. I see that now. Losing heaps of weight in a short amount of time just isn’t going to happen. Unless I fasted A LOT and didn’t eat dinner but because of my parents, that isn’t going to happen.
So it’s time to be realistic.
I’m going back to school and so…